
Well folks i'm back at home in sunny St. Helens. Ok - misty, drizzly St. Helens. And its nice to be home. On the definate plus side you will find such things as not having to cook food (:-)) for a week, home comforts such as a big couches and a big house almost entirely to myself. Also there are many great things like being able to look out of my window and see trees and grass, and also knowing that there is fantastic countryside at my doorstep. Most of all its great to be home with my mum and dad and to be able to see other members of my family. So... Its nice to be home.
But. And there is a but. Its hard being here. More and more I don't feel as if St. Helens is my home. I've barely been to my home church this year and its telling. My friends have moved on, and though i'll see them on Christmas Eve which will be brilliant, it is deadly quiet here. More so than ever before since I've been away at university. St Helens is also a town that feels so lacking in hope or prospects. It is a wonderful town to have grown up in but I don't feel as if my future lies here. Which is both bad and good. On the downside it leaves me even more unsure about my future - home is not such an appealing prospect, no matter how fantastic my parents are. However on the upside it is good for me to be finding things hard. It will focus my thoughts and prayers more so on my future.
Plus of course I get to focus on the blessings that I do have here, and in Liverpool, all the more. Marvellous. I miss all you Americans out there by the way..
Thanks for reading so far. This week has been interesting. Christmas shopping mostly, but it was my great aunts 89th birthday today so we spent some time as a family together and then I went to a Christingle service at my home church. Christingle is a celebration of Christ and His amazing gift to us through His sacrifice on the cross through the medium of an orange. As seen in the picture, everyone in the church is given an orange symbolising the world, with red tape around it symbolising Christ's blood shed for us, and the candle symbolises the light of the world. As for the fruits then i've forgotten. Ooops...















































